Friday, November 9, 2007

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went to watch this with serene and yu hui just now. not a bad show... funny throughout, although the story line is common. haa..
i wonder if i had seen this story similar one somewhere..
haa..
went to work today, finally.
almost cried for a few times when the SEs asked about dad. sighhh... really, now that he's gone... we gotta be independant, and i'm the acting papa in the family already. I NEED TO BE STRONG!!! hee..
my health's failing me, felt something wrong with my head, i mean, my brain... so scared that something might be growing inside =X *pray hard!!!! better that's nothing growing inside except knowledge!!!
my memories are failing me, don't know what i'm doing recently, forgetting things so often...
hair drops... one bunch by one bunch! =(
i think... i better go see a doctor for that...
*cough cough...
getting sick? drank the cough syrup just now, non-drowsy, but i guess it expired, i mean, its been opened for so long, maybe that's why i'm feeling weird.. @_@
anyway..
I CAN'T FIND THE SCRIPT TO PRAY FOR MY DAD!!!! WTF!!!
i feel so bad!!!
should i be watching movies and laugh like hell? should i be sad and cry over my dad?
what should i do?
avoid going to movies, going to clubbings, going to k for 100 days???
=(
dad... we miss u..
mum's going to the lawyer tomorrow, to arrange for the insurance's letter of administration, stocks withdrawal and bla bla bla..
ahhh! so many disorganized stuffs!!! I'M GOING MADD!!!
there's this girl who came down to work as a temp staff to look after the stupid christmas tree just now -_-''
she carried a LV bag, LV wallet and wear an adidas jacket, weird outfit to work uh?
she's a freelance model for hot stuffs magazine, and she opens a pub. what else
SHE'S ALSO 19!!! what the fuck!!!!!
i wanna be like her!! i wanna earn alot alot of money!!!!!!
ANY SUGGESTION ANYONE!?
jia you jia you!!!