Remembered what my friends told me about online blogging, asking why should we blog?
For my own reason, because I want to update my friends around me about what I am doing recently. But another questions, since its friends, why can't they just call and ask you about what you're doing and why must you let other people, other than your friends to know what you are doing? =S

Abit weird uh? for my reason, maybe, I just like the feeling of typing, and saying what I usually don't say on the internet instead of telling people to their face and through the phone. That's my character. I'm not like those people who are able to face life so bravely. I'm someone who was once inferior, who was once not-so-confident. Even now, I still have abit of those few that I mentioned. I'm practising hard to overcome all these, even if it takes time. But, its my own life, isn't it? haha...

Been going for a few interviews these few days.
- The first was the one at the shipping company. Failed it because they required someone to do alot of OTs, whereas for me, I'm unable to give them that because of schoolings.
- Second one was at the recruitment agency, telling me what I should say during the interviews and the overall of the company that I will be seeing and expecting on the next day.
- Third one was successful at the printing company. Its a company doing printing services for labels for electrical appliances. Sound kind of adventurous to me as I need to do alot of coordination between the Customer Service (that position that I'm applying) side, the Sales side and the Production side. The pay is not really that high, the amount of leave is not really that much and the benefits definitely lose to the fourth interviews.
- Fourth interview. I swear this is the most difficult interviews that I've went throughout my whole life. hahaa... maybe because its a MNC, and its quite famous in Japan for its track record and stuffs. And its a japanese doing the interview with me -_-' and that makes my life worse because I don't really understand what he was asking, and I was kind of lack-of-sleep on that day to really concentrate on what he really wants me to answer. So I replied some answers that wasn't really the main concern to the questions they post -_-' They asked me back for a second interview, which time will be confirmed later part of this week.

Now, problem is - I like the fourth interview. But the third is accepting me to their company. I'm going down to the third interviewed company to sign their Agreement. And other than today, I've no more time to go down to the fourth interviewed job for second interview.
WHAT SHOULD I DO? Give up the third interviewed job? and go on looking for another new job outside even if the fourth interview's second interview never pass?

SUGGESTION ANYONE???

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I have been feeling like a nuisance to everyone around me recently. Been skipping jobs because of late night sleep? haha.. no lahh!!!! just kind of got abit lazy recently, maybe because abit demoralised to go to KM these few days -_-'''' Been off for around 4 days already i guess? haha...
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went down to HDB just now. finally got the completion of our house! haha... this apartment is ours already. and THIS IS MY HOUSE! wahahahaha.... time pass so fast =( it has been already 3 months since dad left us. =( I am still dreaming that one day, dad will just open our house door, and step in to say "Hello! Have you eaten?" to us. ='( I know that this would never, never happen. =(

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I'm going down to the salons later. Hee... gonna do something to my messy hair. going bald i guess. -_-'' ugly!!!!! I think i've grown abit fat. =X haa.. gained abit of weird these past few days due to excess food, chocolates, ice-cream and tidbits! @_@ save me~!!!!