Can you all see my nick? wahahaha... -Hehee-
Sound so evil. wahahaha....
yup yup.. I'm all along evil what~

I've always say that my FEELINGS are accurate. And.. haha.. received a good news today!!! alright, I shall not make it sound so big, and shall not announce it to the world that WEI MING AND SERENE ARE TOGETHER NOW!
a*hem.. lalalala..

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Feel so bad seh.. ate so much chocolates today!!!! getting abit sore throat.. no wonder kept a*hem-ing. haa.. but its real lah, i'm having sore throat -_-'
got caught up with alot of things just now.
- Schedule
- Off days?
- Can't change too many off days or take too many leaves -_-' bloody bastard. lazy to repeat them again.
- I can't change off days with Mona because she might need to go for operations. -_-' what the fuckkkkk. So all of them are unable to work, how am I able to work!?
- What kind of job I want to look for outside?
- What kind of future I have?
- Why must I study degree?
- Why I study now?

ahhh!!!
so many questions -_-'''' headache. I really need alot of time, alot alot to think about what I really want in future.
What alex told me was right last time =( I never plan my future, always so no confident, always lazy to think about what I want.
hmm, which is true...
I REALLY NEED TIME AHHH!!!

As for to study degree or not, I think, at the moment no, unless I really have idea where I will be at, or rather where I want to be at in the future. Because degree might not really get you a high pay job, mind you. Because there are still phd holders, masters, honest above degrees. Are we really going to go for all these to get high pay job? What happen if you don't get the job? How old will you be when you finish all the educations? and how much money have you invested inside studies? =( sighhh! FUTURE AHHH!!!!
Some of the degree holders who get high pay jobs are because they're really hardworking, or they're kind of being head hunted and have the skills and experience and whatever that makes them in that kind of position. But do i have those capabilities to be up there one of these days?

Ivan told me that there are 3 industries to work in if i want to do sales, and i want to earn high income without needing to study so much or without needing to be the best in schools or whatever.
- Insurance
- Properties
- Car Line

The first 2 does ring a bell in my head whereby I've really seen people from MDRT (Million Dollar Round Table) and they're really living very good! And of course the properties line. Some of my friends are earning quite well inside too.
However,
I've also seen people who failed in these industries. Bankrupt? Ya... Those people who made it to the top of these industries are the minority, and most of them belongs to the pioneers of the company, unless we really work very very very very very hard.
Others also said that each industries have their own risk too.
Like those Managerial position personnels, they might also be the first few to get retrench when it comes to economical crisis because they're getting higher pay, and doing lesser things than others!
So... which should I choose?

Of course at the moment while I study, maybe I will just find a normal 8-5 job to maintain my monthly income as I need to support the family and pay for my bills and stuffs.
What about after that?
Talking about taking this diploma, Nevin told me that with an O level certificate, my job-scope will be very limited, and the pay will also be very limited. Unless I get a diploma cert in any field, then I will be able to get a better job, and wider field of jobs.
Claire asked me to find jobs something like Sales Coordinator, which is able to learn some experience and at the same time, able to study for my exams and do my projects while in school. Haha... Good one..

About what I want to be in future. Since young I've always been dreaming about being a doctor or lawyer. But it really seems damn far away from me lahh!!! How am I going to study until so much???! omg~~~
So, I told Nevin that maybe I can try out in Hotel Management line, or Hospitality or something into Service. Which he said is able to earn back around $2k plus.
$2k plus to me now is kinda big, but in future, IT IS DEFINITELY NOT ABLE TO HELP ME SUSTAIN THE WHOLE FAMILY -_-'
so... i told him straight that BROTHER! WHAT I'M LOOKING AT IS $5K and above. wahahaha... which is to go into Sales.
And going into sales, I need to have savings for the first few months to sustain, or it will be damn and super difficult to survive!
Alright. Help me jia you ok?? hehe...