(at the dunno what name "so called-NIGHT CLUB" wahaha...

Had fun over the weekend, but I think I myself have gone abit overboard (not saying play too much lah, wahaha... 是玩的話我才不會嫌玩得過分 lei! )

有沒有人能理解我現在的感受？ PMS-ing??? o_O
Never had enough sleep, been smoking alot @_@ and resulted in a few CONCERNS that land me up in this mood. I know you all are concerning for my good, I simply don't know what I'm doing anymore... =(

Went to Style Bridal yesterday to work, and was sent down to their "road show" -_-' and guess what, I wore my heels and stood for 11 hours. Congratulation, I'm handicapped now. Did not have much enjoyment yesterday although some of the Sales were being brought in by me. Saw their Family Portrait. =( Never had a chance to take a family photo with Dad. Was thinking of if we have any all members photo together... NONE AT ALL!

My moods, my feelings, my thoughts are swinging here and there so frequent that I myself is unable to stand it... Sometimes I asked myself whether am I asking for too much, and am never satisfied with the things I've got?

Missed my dinner again today. Had a meal in the afternoon, no breakfast. And that's all for the day.
No mood, nothing. I wonder if I would just not be able to wake up the next day due to tiredness. I mean, what if I leave this world during my sleep? Haha.. I don't want that to happen though. But will anybody care??? ha... Sooner or later, people will forget about me too.. haa..

I feel that people nowadays know how to procrastinate so much that they are hurting the people around them. And not only that, its also bring alot of unhappiness and anger to their friends. What I can say is, I AM NOT GOING TO CARE ABOUT WHATEVER THAT HAPPENS ANYMORE.
What for get so tensed up or emo over someone who you think, might / might not be interested in you, anymore?
Now, I'm not pointing my fingers to anyone, I'm referring to everyone of us, yes, including me.
Life still goes on. ITS ONLY A MATTER OF TIME WHETHER YOUR WOUNDS WILL HEAL. Look on the bright side of life. Maybe the incident came so fast, but it ended very fast too, it might be saddenng, but at least you learnt a lesson in such a short period of time?

Once again, I DO NOT WANT to see any of my friends, or myself getting into this kind of trouble anymore, as I've already mentioned what I have to. I seriously feel that its a waste of time and energy. Fate lies in your own hands. The rest depends on yourself.

To My Bao Beis
I will be starting my new job tomorrow, and will be super duper busy as I still have my night classes to attend. I might not be able to meet up with you all that often anymore. But if you all need help, I'm just a phone call away.

Sign off, Sin