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Thursday, June 5, 2008
what the fuck!!!!!!!!!!!! !#$%& i seriously hate myself.. getting myself into EMO state once again.
i just saw the graduation pics of my ex classmate in NP. they've graduated! if i were to pursue on that time, i could have graduated as well...
*don't cry over spilled milk*
i noe.. -_-' and then follow on, SIM, i could have continued on....
now.. TP offering at $800+ per year for this 3 years course...
should i take up this offeR? =( by the time i graduate will be around 24 yrs old.
do i really have to wait for another 4 more years till everybody graduated from their university then i get to have my pay increase? maybe from 1.5k to 1.8k? shit.. where degree holders may get around $2k and above upon graduation! JEALOUSY...
i simply hate myself.. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO MAKE CHOICES..
can someone make the decision for me? i'm suffering!!!!
maybe i'm just lazy to make the decision... lazy to make mistakes again. WTHHHHHh....