Today is one of the days I felt the most stupid / stupidest ever.

If I would have known what's gonna happen, I would have gone to work and go over for dinner after work, and wouldn't have made myself look like and IDIOT infront of your mother.

Woke up at 1pm and went to Raffles Medical at Bedok around 2 plus 3pm, empty-stomach. Came out around 3.30, and you said you wanna eat zui guay. So I bought a cake from Prima and a packet of Chicken rice together with zui guay. Took the fucking bus which was damn long and the weather is damn hot, and with my fucking stomach growling when I see people on bus chewing, munching on their food.

No thank you for the cake when u see me, and said that you'll shorten your life if you cut too much cakes, well, then DUMP that cake away... or eat without blowing the candles?
No thank you.

I can't eat my chicken rice because
1- your mom gonna cook dumpling noodles
2- I'm coughing.

Am i wrong to buy something to eat when i'm hungry? How would i know your mum had prepared the dumpling before hand? It would be more convenient to eat the packet rice than to ask someone to cook for you when you're hungry RIGHT?

I find myself no wrong, and am right to throw tantrum, but you too... find yourself no wrong, and dun deserve to pamper me. I didn't ask you to. and, don't need you to say sorry when you find yourself no wrong.

You told me that this is not a quarrel, nor you wanna find a quarrel, but do you know HOW MUCH I'M HURT BY THOSE WORDS YOU SAID JUST NOW????

have you ever think if you are in my place?

saded...
is it a fault to be stupid??? =(